Hi all, I have a few things to share with you gais. Welcome to my page. Berhabuk bersawang dah. Sejak2 dah tua ni, aku takde mood dah nak menaip. Walaupun itu adalah my passion (menaip tanpa hala tuju) hahaha. Jangan tidur kay, maybe panjang I nak berceloteh. Selamat membaca ~
1.0 FMCO
As at today, we, Malaysian in Malaysia, sedang terkurung. Perintah Berkurung. Total Lockdown. Yes, you just name it. Itu lah kami skrg ni. Government announced FULL MOVEMENT CONTROL ORDER aka FMCO. Last year MCO je. Kes sangat tinggi dan mengakibatkan kerajaan kene juga buat FMCO. Malangnya masih ada banyak sektor yg bekerja. Huhu
You gais can refer here to check the case everyday > @KKMPutrajaya
Malaysia totally sick. Aku taktahu cmne management nya, but me as rakyat marhaen yg biasa ni, just believe in government and serah diri jelah. Depa nak PKP? PKPD? PKPP? PKPKPKPKPKPK segala, itsoke, ku turuti sahaja lah asalkan demi keselamatan.
FMCO implemented on 1st June 2021 aritu. Aku kan essential services kauuu, jangan main2. Aku kene lah jugak keje. Walaupun, sbnrnye kami boleh je WFH #tiber yelah aku mengaku aku essential services dan memang diperlukan untuk ke tempat keje. “Tanpa kehadiran beliau, perkhidmatan penting perbankan (essential banking services) dari jabatan ini mungkin terganggu dan memudaratkan perintah larangan yang sedia ada” Ko nampak kan? Betapa pentingnya aku? Huhu, sis bangga kejap. Cehhh, so, aku bekerja jelah seperti biasa *peace*
2.0 RAYA
For your information, today 11/06/2021 is Syawal 29 but I and husband got no chance to pergi beraya. Believe me or not? You will trust me. I'll let you think and think and assume. Itsoke thats alright, I’m good for that, I’m totally okay but I'm sorry because I’m too sad due to unfair. Unfair - how? Ramai je sbrnye manusia degil tak paham bahasa depa p rentas daerah / negeri demi kepentingan sendiri. Not sure how they pass and get the approval - either because cable or so whatever - ahh malas pikir. Sakit hati. I can’t visit my my parents-in-law, I can’t meet my family, I can’t balik kampung. This year mmg kami tak dgr langsung lagu "balik kampung" by Allahyarham Sudirman. Weird? Creepy? Yes, it is. I still terperuk kat rumah and pandang muka roommate. Kuih raya makan kat opis. Haha, I raya with my colleagues jelah. I hope, Malaysian yg lain jangan lah selfish mcm Malaysian yg lain-lain tu.
3.0 GRATEFUL / BERSYUKUR
But still, bersyukur dengan kerja yg masih ada. I still love my job. First job yg aku jaga sangat2. This passion or this attitude is actually comes from my ex-boss (Kak Suzie). She's really something. Even now, she is happy kat rumah with kids and husband, but I masih agungkan dia dalam hati I. She is so special to me. Yes, mmg my family jenis yg discipline kerja, but still it’s depends on who drives you to kejar your cita-cita. I guess I never share with you gais ekk how I get my position now? Itsoke lah, later I share ya. Huhu. Harini mmg special sbb I nak share banyak bende but still kene minimise kan, kang korang oshan icang lakk.
Papepun, aku bersyukur masih ada kerja, masih boleh bayar commitment, masih boleh makan, masih boleh membantu org lain (walaupun tak banyak) tp aku kene jugak mention sbb korang perlu tahu walaupun korang taknak tahu, ehh ada aku kesah?
At the same time, actually kejadian Palestine diserang Zi*nist durjana pada last Ramadhan. Tu pun jadikan pengajaran untuk kita terus bersyukur. Beruntung lah duduk di Malaysia. Diharap Malaysia baik2 sahaja. Walaupun sbnrnye anytime je nak kene serang dgn Zi*nist, sbb ada issue aritu org Malaysia dok bambu depa kat socmed. Ko tahu lah kan Malaysian kat rumah, tgh takleh rentas negeri, banyak yg lepak umah. Uihhh jari depa kemahin menari-nari jadi keyboard warriors. Aku yg baca tu pun jadi takut. Bukan aku bangga. Entah lah, susah nak educate org. So, aku jaga diri aku sendiri je lah.
4.0 PHYSICAL
Can you imagine that I gained my weight almost 20kg during this MCO? Pandemic really make me suck. I can’t go out, keje aku memang maaaaaakan je, sambil buat kerja. Takde makanan? Aku order foodpanda - aku order grabfood. Crazy, right? Yes, but not enough. If aku rasa nothing to do, aku akan kunyah pulak all the junk food yg ade kat umah. Perut tak lapar tapi mulut nak mengunyah. Sumpah that time aku takde rasa bersalah or berdosa langsung dgn badan aku. Aku sumbat jelah selagi boleh. Haha funney and dummy. From MCO 1 till MCO 3 aku masih takde kesedaran untuk jaga badan. What a shame. Gais, please doakan aku ya. Doakan aku dapat hidayah untuk diet semula. Pffffttttt
5.0 MENTAL / EMOTIONAL HEALTH
People say if you wish to know either you have hidden mental problem, you have to sit quietly in your room for a long time with do nothing. You can stand or not? If you unable to control you anger, ya you have to be careful. Hahahaha better you cepat2 buat appointment with therapist - Ramai org Malaysia ni yg sakit tapi kita taktahu. Sakit mental ni boleh disebabkan you sendiri, or disebabkan persekitaran, or because of workload - overload and etc. Banyak sangat punca atau asbab. So, jangan malu jumpa psychiatrist - it doesn't mean you're sick. Prevent is better than cure. Remember?
Personally, alhamdulillah sepanjang I ada roommate yg baik ni, I mmg berteman and I got no chance to be alone. Ehh yeke? Ehh ada jugak lah aku alone, masa dia keje, yedak? Tp tak consider alone pun. Sebab dia keje sebelah aku je.
But you gais, please, mental and emotional ni kalau salah dipraktik kan, boleh membawa padah ya. Tolong lah jaga your mental health, okay? Kalau malu nak jumpa psychiatrist, carilah bestfriend yg boleh dipercayai - macam spouse ke. Okay.. Don't keep yourself. Tak elok.
6.0 SNOW WHITE
Gais, doakan my snow white kembali sihat. Pulihkan semangat dia untuk terus berjuang. Hilangkan covid-19 punya virus dalam diri dia. Kembalikan dia ke pangkuan kami dgn sihat dan selamat. Kami perlukan dia dan sayangkan dia sepenuh hati. #covid19fighter ! I love my snow white so much. You gais can follow her here : Mokrocka's Snow White
I can't share her picture, unless she allows me to.
Please stay safe beautiful and handsome people, take care and sayonara ~
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